Chapter Two
I do not have the words to accurately describe
how I felt when I regained consciousness.
In fact, I am not sure of actually losing consciousness. For it seemed like no time had passed at all since
everything went so very dark and quiet.
What I can tell you is that I found
myself lying face down in some snow, but I did not feel cold. It was no longer quiet, and despite keeping
my eyes shut, I could tell that it was no longer dark. Well, at least not as dark as before. For when I opened my eyes, I could see that
it was after sundown, with several people carrying torches as they walked past.
Torches? Where had I landed?
I sat up and turned my head to look
when I heard what sounded like horses and the creaking of wooden wagon wheels
approaching from behind me. I must admit
that I screamed like a little girl when I saw the right front hoof of the lead
horse go right through me, and it sure did not help my disposition to improve
when I saw one of the wagon wheels slice through my groin. No, I did not feel a thing, but thoughts can
certainly carry a whole lot of meaning at times.
“Well, I have certainly heard much
more manly screams in my time.”
I whipped my head around and saw a man
looking right at me from a couple of feet away.
With long snow-white hair and a full snow-white beard, I immediately
thought that he must be quite old, but the rest of him looked much younger. He also had piercing blue eyes that seemed to
twinkle as he held an impish grin while looking at me.
The man then asked me, “How much
longer are you going to sit there in the middle of the road?”
“What just happened?”
“You were run over by a horse-drawn
wagon. Are your eyes not seeing
well?” His grin widened considerably
after he asked me about my eyesight.
“You can see me?”
“Yes.
I can see you very well, actually.”
“Can anyone else see me?”
“No, none of these people can see you,
and after that scream, it should be fairly clear to you that they also cannot
hear you.”
“Am I dead? Where are we?
What year is it? WHAT IS GOING ON?”
“I assure you that all of your
questions will be answered in due time, but for now, I can tell you that we are
in Moldova and the year is 1700, according to the Julian calendar. I can also tell you that you have been
brought back in time to observe the lives of several people. Come on now, we are going to miss the start
of the worship service.”
I stood up and followed him down the
street. We entered an alley that took us
deeper and deeper into what looked like the darkest part of town. Nothing appeared to be obscured from my
sight, but as we walked, I could see where illumination from torches became
less and less.
It really did not feel like I was
walking. My legs were moving, but it felt
more like I was flowing from one point to the next than anything else.
We stopped in front of a doorway to a
small house, and it was at this time that I noticed I was wearing the same kind
of long white robe as my guide was. Oh,
and we were both barefoot!
Being barefoot may not be much of deal
for you, but it is a HUGE deal for me.
For the bottoms of my feet are excruciatingly ticklish, and I NEVER go
barefoot of my own accord.
My mind was reeling, and it started
spinning even more out of control when I saw my guide pass through the doorway
without opening the door. I was feeling
rather faint when his left arm reached back through the door and pulled me
inside the house.
The room was small—way too small to
comfortably accommodate all of the people crowded into it. I lost count at thirty standing shoulder to
shoulder in less than twenty square feet of space, and I could swear that I
felt three or four shudder as I passed through them while being led by my guide
to the other side of the room next to another door.
“Why didn’t we just go around the
outside of the house and enter into this side of the room to begin with?”
All I received in reply to my question was a dirty look.
A few minutes after we arrived, a
rather large man stood up from where he had been sitting in a chair next to
where we were standing. Everyone in the
room became very quiet, and he started to sing in an incredible voice.
The song was about the Torah being
given to Moses and entrusted to God’s chosen people, the Israelites. I was shocked to hear it being sung in
English. So, I just had to ask, “How can
he be singing in English?”
My guide did not hesitate to answer
with, “He is actually singing in Hebrew, but you are hearing it being sung in
English, which is the language you are the most familiar with. During the journey you are now on, you will
hear many different languages as English, and the answer to what language you
are actually hearing will be given to you in your mind without you having to
ask for it.”
That answer both appeased and piqued
my curiosity. For what was this being
given answers in my mind to questions I have not yet asked all about?
Almost instantaneously, he answered my
question, which I had not asked out-loud and he answered it in my mind. For without him saying a word out-loud, I clearly heard my guide tell me, “If
you will focus more on your thoughts, you will receive all sorts of information,
with or without wondering about something beforehand.”
While I was still trying to absorb
what had just happened, my guide turned to me and said, “I will continue to
speak to you in an audible voice until you become better at hearing me in your
mind.”
I smiled in gratitude, and he
continued with, “The name of the cantor is Jasher. He is the rabbi over this group, but you are
actually here to observe the remaining years of Saul’s life, who is Jasher’s
son.”
My guide pointed toward a small man
sitting by himself in the corner of another room. The room was dark, and Saul was silently
rocking his upper body up and down with his eyes tightly shut. He looked to be well into his forties to me
because of the great length of his jet-black
beard, but he was actually only in his twenties at the time.
Yes, I received that last bit of
information in my mind as I was wondering about just how old Saul was, but my
guide told me the rest in an audible voice.
“It is on account of how prolifically his beard grows that Saul was
chosen to become the next chief priest over the region. For the Jewish leaders took it as a sign from
God that he would keep the Roman Catholic Inquisition at bay in the same way as
Samson kept the Philistines at bay long ago, but this decision has not been
taken well by everyone.”
After watching Saul rock up and down
for what seemed like quite a while, I asked, “Is he praying?”
“Not really. For he has secretly embraced the teachings of
the Zohar, and he is trying to reach a higher level of consciousness by putting himself into a meditative state.”
“The Zohar?”
“Saul was raised a Sadducee. Sadducees reject all teachings about
spiritual life after physical death.
Their premise is that if God had wanted mankind to live forever, there
would be no death. Therefore, make the
best of what life one has been given and be satisfied with it. Saul was not satisfied with this, and he
embraced the teachings of the Zohar as a means to rise above this level of
existence and live forever in the same way as God does.”
“Whoa, that is awfully ambitious.”
“Indeed.”
I wanted to press for more
information, but I had a feeling that now was not the time. So, I brought my attention back to observing the worship service.
The service ended, but Saul remained
in the darkened room while still silently rocking back and forth. Jasher looked in on his son, but he did not
say anything to him.
After giving his father enough time to
go to sleep in another room, Saul stood up and slipped out of the door we were
standing next to, with us following closely behind. A couple of miles outside of town, we came to
a fairly large cottage on the edge of a dense forest. Saul knocked on the front door, and it opened
a few seconds later. Considering the
fact that it had to have been well past midnight and way too early for even
dedicated farmers to be up by then, it was rather obvious to me that Saul had
been expected.
What happened next confirmed my
suspicions. For there were five men
sitting around the room, and as soon as the front door closed behind Saul, an older
man in what looked like some very expensive clothes asked him if he had the
list. Saul pulled out a piece of paper he
had carried in an inside pocket of his coat, and the older man eagerly took it
from his hand.
As the older man read what was written
on the piece of paper, he nodded his head up and down in an affirmative
motion. After he had finished reading,
he walked over to a very ornate free-standing cabinet in one of the corners of
the room and took out a very small plain cloth sack that appeared to be filled
with something rather heavy, which he handed to Saul.
Much to my surprise, Saul told the
older man in perfect Latin that it was a pleasure
doing business with him. The older man
smiled at Saul and then told him in perfect Hebrew that his mastery of Latin
was coming along quite nicely. They both
had a good laugh, joined by the other men in the room, and Saul left the
cottage in high-spirits.
I looked at my guide to see if we were
going to keep following Saul. His head
was bowed and shaking back and forth in a negative motion. I had a feeling that this was not in
anticipation of my question concerning whether or not we would be following Saul.
A few seconds later, my guide said,
“We need to go back to town now. We will
catch up with Saul later.”
Oh how I wanted to ask my guide about
what was going on. For I had a funny
feeling that he either knew everything ahead of time or else had been there to
see it all before. However, I kept
silent during our walk back to town.
I remained silent as we watched the
dawn break. It was an awesome sunrise,
and I marveled at how much it reminded me of seeing the first rays of the sun
chasing the shadows down the hillsides of Gaddis Holler.
It was not long afterward when I heard
the marching of many feet. A column of
soldiers came into view, with an officer on horseback out in front. He stopped and pointed to one of the houses,
and several of the soldiers started smashing in the front door with a heavy wooden
post that had been fitted with leather straps to serve as handles.
Quickly after entering the house, the
soldiers roughly dragged out into the street four adults and six children of
various ages. Two of the children were
barely toddlers, and when they started to wail, two of the soldiers slapped
them until they became quiet. A look of
horror was on the faces of all of the inhabitants of the house, but the others
kept silent as they were marched down the street in their bed-clothes.
My guide and I watched the soldiers
smash down the doors of thirty-nine houses that morning, and by the time they
were through, 112 people had been placed into custody. When the officer on horseback was satisfied
that they had everyone on the list, they were marched to where a large pit had
been dug at the edge of town, which looked to be around fifteen feet in depth and
thirty feet in width.
The soldiers next tied the hands and
feet of the people, gagged their mouths with dirty rags and wrapped them in
rough blankets of muslin from head to toe.
When I saw one of the soldiers light a torch and throw it into the pit,
which ignited what looked like a pool of crude oil at the bottom, I did not
even look at my guide before demanding, “WHAT IS GOING ON?” After seeing tears streaming down his face, I
wished I had asked more gently.
However, he replied. “The list Saul compiled was the names of all
of the Jewish families who had refused to accept Catholicism. The man he handed it to in the cottage
outside of town is the arch-bishop over this area. The rest of men in that room were the local
bishops and some parish priests. They
had been waiting on a complete list of the Jewish hold-outs to be compiled so
that they could be rounded up in one swift operation. For the secular leaders in Moldova had grown
tired of the Inquisition, and the Catholics were afraid of their window of
opportunity closing before they had completed what they fervently believe is
their sacred duty to rid this world of Judaism.”
After pausing for a few minutes, my
guide asked me, “Do you see the bundle containing the young mother and her three month-old triplets?” I slowly nodded my head in an affirmative
motion as the bundle was being thrown into the fire.
“That bundle holds Saul’s wife and his
three daughters. Saul believes that she is
unable to bear him any sons, and since her father is one of the most highly respected
Jewish leaders in all of Moldova, he did not see where he could just quietly
divorce her without it causing quite a scandal.
So, when he heard of the Catholic desires to exterminate all of the Jews
in this town, Saul considered it an opportunity he could ill-afford to miss.”
“But why would Saul want to help with
the killing of ALL of them? Did he not
have another choice?”
“Saul felt like he did not have
another choice. For he no longer wanted to be known as a Jew because of growing
tired of being hated by others just on account of him being the son of his
father. In his mind, just killing his
wife am daughters would have brought unwanted attention from outside of his
group and make it harder for him to assume a new identity. Therefore, the Catholic desire to exterminate
everyone from his group looked like the perfect solution to his dilemma. For it would be assumed that he had been
killed with all of the rest.
I thought I had detected a flaw in
Saul’s strategy. So, I asked, “What
about those five Catholic men at the cottage?
Isn’t Saul afraid of one of them saying something?”
“Saul thinks that they will keep quiet
because of being afraid of what the prince of Moldova would do to them. For the prince has always been a friend to
the Jews in his country, and we will see how that goes when we catch up to Saul
again.”
In the blink of an eye, I found myself sitting opposite of my guide in an enclosed carriage that could
comfortably seat four adults. Saul was
sitting next to my guide, and I was sitting next to a Catholic priest.
The carriage was being drawn by a
matched pair of black horses and
accompanied by two cavalrymen in the front and back. When we stopped at an inn for the evening, I
saw that there had been four soldiers riding on top of the carriage, along with
one sitting next to the coachman, who appeared to be a Catholic monk.
Later in the evening, I overheard the
Catholic priest asking the monk if he was still okay with the plan to sneak into
Saul’s room after he was asleep and slit his throat. Saul also overheard this and immediately went
to the innkeeper for some help with making his escape.
It was at this time when I saw that
the very small sack given to Saul when he handed over the list at the cottage
contained 100 ounces of gold dust. I do
not know if that was in troy ounces, but a pinch obviously went a long
way. For after Saul gave the innkeeper a
pinch of the gold dust, the innkeeper slipped him out of the back of his
establishment and into another carriage, which carried Saul all the way to Constanta,
where he secured passage on a Turkish ship, which took him across the Black Sea
to Istanbul.
It was while onboard with Saul that my
guide told me that it was time for him to disappear from my visible sight. When I started to protest, he assured me that
he would always be there to keep me from getting lost on my journey and to provide pertinent information through my
thoughts. I sure did not like it, but he
did not give me a choice in the matter.
By the time Saul made it to Istanbul,
he was clean-shaven and the length of the hair on his head was very short. Now speaking only in Latin, he would introduce
himself as being Julius, and one would be hard-pressed to think of him as being
Saul if they did not know better.
Saul exchanged some of his gold dust
for silver coins, which made it easier for him to get around, and get around he
did. For Saul soon became more than just
another customer to the madam of a brothel, and around three months later, he assumed
the role of manager over her establishment.
This is where he lived the high life for the next sixteen years.
Saul’s good times finally came to an
end, though. For the madam had him actually
skinned alive by a couple of her loyal customers after discovering that he had
impregnated one of her best girls.
The loyal customers were also paid to
beat the pregnant prostitute so that she would lose the baby and return to earning
as much as she could more quickly, but they took pity on her condition. So, instead of beating her, they took her to
one of the Greek Orthodox monasteries that the Ottoman Turks had allowed to
remain open.
Lo and behold, she gave birth to a
son, but she died during the delivery.
The monks named the boy, Philip, and gave him to one of the midwives in
attendance to raise as her own son.
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